Today, while I was driving home from FH's house we were talking on the phone and he asked me "Why haven't you said much about me leaving for school? Does that make you sad?" (of course, this is in his baby voice he uses...that i LOVE) I explained to him that I *am* sad but that I'm also incredibly happy for him. It's just difficult when someone you rely so heavily on for support and happiness isn't there. He's such a big part of my life (obviously), it's ALWAYS noticeable when he's not there. But there's nothing wrong with him pursuing his DREAM, his CAREER, his GOAL in life. It's an amazing thing that he gets the chance to do this!!! He understood where I was coming from which I expected seeing as we work so well together.
Might I add, that we successfully installed his antenna in his car after he tried himself (and with a friend) and wasn't able to do it correctly? Oh yea, my ((awesome)) car skills aside -bahaha-: we make an amazing team!! Seriously, we work so well together. This is another thing I'm going to miss. He leaves in freakin' TWO weeks. This sucks. In those two weeks, my friend will become a MOM. A MOM! That's like the biggest life event. It's huge. In those two weeks, I'll be in the delivery room with her and saying goodbye to the love of my life for ~3-5 weeks at a time.
LOVELOVELOVE <3
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