Downward spiral...

So now that the long 4th of July weekend is over, I feel like we're on a downhill slope before he leaves. We were looking at computers online last night and they'd all be delivered in the final days he is here which just makes me realize how soon that is! (and how slow the computer companies build computers). I don't like this feeling of things slipping away like this. It sucks. I like to be in control, if you can't tell. And to have things out of my control? It sucks! Luckily FH only works the next 2 days and is off the next 8 so we can spend LOTS of time together. :)